melbourne

hello people.
i'm back from melbourne.
kinda like that place.

i still prefer nature than shopping !
cant stand shopping pls.

yawns.
suddenly feel like blogging.
bye

work' been quite good recently.
maybe its bcos grace' back.
so i dont have to do dr.brian's work.

so i'm doing Dr.li's work now.
& doing cashering as well.

everything going on well.
always proud of myself :)

thou i work fast, but i still make a little bit of small mistakes here & there.
inevitable.


love doing Dr.li's work la.
he's super nice & good tempered.
and he will help out with our work.

he will say things like,
" okay its nurses day tml, everyone dont have to work tml, i will open clinic tml and do all the admission & discharges "

thou we know he's joking, but its the thought that counts right.

well, happy with my current state.

for "you" who said the new girl will be better than me when the new girl havent even started work yet, i'm sure your're dumbfonded now :)

Took over Dr. Li's reporting.
gotta type all his medical reports from now on.
sians.

do cashering today also.
super stressed la !
must make sure i must count the money correctly.

gotta take care of 2 doctors from now.
gotta do all the stuffs for dr brian, and help out with dr li's workload,plus reporting.
very sian.

well, if you show other pple that you're coping well,
you're telling pple " give me more job ".
thats why you're pushing all these jobs to me who havent even been confirmed !

so tired after work everyday.
think i'm too stressed up that baby see says i scream in my dreams, suddenly sat up in the night and talk to myself abt work. and it happens for a couple of times lor.

die la. like kenna possessed.

i shall act blur and stupid from now on to prevent pple from pushing their work to me.


but still, very satisfied with my working abilities :)

hmmm.

i survived day 1 and day 2 !
well, grace went on leave so i'm taking over her.
can see that dr brian is really being tolerant towards me.

he nv get angry when i make him see so many patients,
he nv get angry when i make him go for lunch at sucha late hour,
he nv get angry when i make ward rounds with him like some blur cock.
can see that he's trying to slow down his speed to accomodate to my speed.

well, thanks dr brian for your effort !

i'm trying hard, i really am.
its never easy to handle dr brian's workload.

from making ward rounds to doing admission to doing discharges to doing operation.
even answering phonecalls is not easy.

i hate it when i have like 2 discharges on my hand and "that irritating person" keeps transferring phone call to me ! 3 lines at a go at times ! cannot take it. somemore its so many weird phonecall who ask me to do weird things. sigh.

hate it when those pple who call up with those werid accents that i really cannot understand. so angry until i told them " can you speak in english PLSSSSSSSS "

yawns.

but still i think i'm improving. still a bit of mistakes here and there thou.
will improve more :)

jiayou ah tang ;)

yo !
heeeee :)

suddenly, i'm missing alot of pple.

i miss elsusa, jane peh, catherine hu meow meow, carmen gold carmen !
i miss angnes tan mei qjng, tt irritating zhang yi jin !
i miss ang ku kueh, cuyanie, ah beee !

i miss talking rubbish with janey & elsusa !
i miss talking to angnes !
i miss quarelling with zhang yijin !

i'm even missing baby see la !

its gotta be our one year anniversary soon !
like, on national day ??!!
so fast la. hee.

heeeeeee :)
so happy :)))


anyways, going to scrub for op tml at 8am !!
sian la, gotta wake up early !
worst still, the op will only last for 15-30mins ~
ma de ~

gotta bring the new girl to op to teach her stuffs also.
ma de ji dan gao ~
i'm so blur already, still want me to teach others.
shen jing bing you mao bing ~
somemore her own preceptor wouldnt do things that i teach her !

cos i will write all the whatever forms for the doctor i'm attached to.
like writing consent, admission form, operation notes, table code bla bla bla.
but her preceptor will never do this !!!

haiya, and i hate her preceptor.
irritaing la.
luckily she's leaving ;)

anyone wanna join our clinic ?
elsusa? cuyan ? jane?
i'm looking forward to one day when you all join this clinic :)
it would be damn fun if i can work with you all.

heee. i'm happy for today.

but stress cos next week is coming!
grace is going on leave soon and i'll be alone !!!
:(

ah tang is feeling abit depressed today.
hmmm.

find it so hard to smile at times.
yet i have to smile in front of pple,
and show them " hey i'm still smiling which means i'm fine"

sigh, unpredicatable.


but thank god i went to OT for all the cases.
i can hide all my emotion when masked up.


sometimes i think i'm really damn blur and stupid.
like taking the wrong side of train???


sigh, have a good sleep tonight and continue smiling.
:) smile smile smile.
keep it up.
hold on.
never give up.

ah tang is working hard now.
so i've got no time to update.
felt so tired after work everyday.

esp yesterday when i went to operating theatre for 4 cases !!
totally sian half when sister ask me to go for all 4 cases.
but nvm, i can take it.

dont worry be happy :)

" A sense of humour is wonderful ; able to laugh at the world will see you thru many hard times "

ok?

to nicole & cuyanie : stop complaining abt your life or yourself bcos its not gotta change anything. there's no way you change your personalities. afterall having a good heart is more impt than any other things. and i i believe HAO REN YOU HAO BAO. it's not wrong be too hardworking that you got bulllied by pple, your good working attitude will bring you somewhere someday. dont change yourself for others.

ok?

haiya. very sian.
looking forward to xiaoyu wedding tml :)

and my mummy just throw tantrum just now.
bcos of a really small small matter that i dont even know why.
never seen her like tt before.
is it bcos of menopause?
hahaha.


hmmm.


very sian la ok.

byebye