reading blogs now.

people comes and go.

well well..

life' like that isnt it.

all i could say is, CHEER UP MY FRIENDS !

:)

i frown alot, i get upset easily, i cry easily.

but most imptly, i pick up easily.

SELF RECOVERY !

dont expect anyone to console you or make you happy.

bcos no matter what they do, is useless.

only you yourself can make you smile.

true that the person who makes you upset is the one who can make you smile again.

but the key is yourself !!!!!!!!!

.........................................................................................................

ok back to normal.

haha.

jobless for the past one week.

my patient & my cousin was hospitalised on the same day !

gosh !

my patient had a VF !

my cutie little cousin enya was diagnosed with kawasaki disease !

been visiting enya at kkh.

realised i still love working in the ward.

sigh.

sigh. sigh.

very unhappy recently.

but how?

life goes on.

YO pple.

here's money money for MENA agency.

this mena agency sounds really mena but their nurses will be allocated to parkway health.

Gleneagles Hospital ; Mount Elizabeth Hospital ; East Shore Hospital

1) Hospital Floor Duty

Means work in hospital like their staff nurse.

impt ! agency cannot give IV !!!

( dont know good or bad )

2 ) Private Nursing In Hospital

Its one to one nursing in hospital.

Main responsibilities : Take care of ONE patient like a maid lo, but NO NEED to give IV, needa co-sign PO Medicine with their nurses.

Sounds easy but this may include patients with trachy, bipap bla bla.

3 ) Home Private Nursing

One to One nursing at the patients home

( can wear home clothes there )

Mainly, act like a maid too ! hahah

but good bcos some families have their own maid, so got pple to help you.

There's 2 types of payment.

one type is cash payment, another one is transfer straight to bank.

commision for agency is 5% of each transaction.

Needa pay abt $100 ++ to agency for insurance, uniform & all.

thou its alot, but you can earn it back in just one day :)

Alot of money but no prospect.

:(

when you're feeling unhappy,
you wish that someone will be by your side.

you think of your boyfriend, your boyfriend is working.
you think of you family, they're overseas.
you think of your friends, they're busy.

so whats next ?

cry alone in the room.
i dont know abt others, but thats how i vent.

talk to my patient's family re : LIFE.
we said, those who's happy with their life would be afraid of death.
bcos they dont want their happiness to end.

as for those who're suffering throughout their entire life, they pray that god would take them away as early as possible.
bcos death is the answer to all problem & sufferings.

as for me, i hope i will only live till 60.
my life isnt that wonderful for me to want to live longer.


and trust me, my life sucks.
i cry often, but i recover fast.

I MISS DEARIES !!
esp in hk.
when i see mango bing, i think of the time when we first ate it
when i see so many mask ( wo de mei ren ri ji ), i think of us buying it
when i see the disney character, i know you all will be as crazy as me.

promise promise, i will try to meetup soon.
SQY in A&E now = shift work !
woohoo, can meet you all le :)


I MISS AGNES & YIJIN too !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miss the crazy times
miss singing.
miss bickering

I MISS CUYAN, GRACE, JOYCE !!!!
if only you guys are around to work with me :(