woohoo !
finally got time to blog !

been going out everday after work ever since i started work.
happy ! :)
bcos i met dearies on tuesday,
met gwen for dinner on friday,
met agnes & yijin on saturday,
dinner with my family and baby see's family on sunday,
and meet baby see almost everyday :)

will be meeting nyp gang soon,
hopefully this thurs. :)

well, i guess i'm abit too stressed up at work.
maybe bcos i wanna learn things fast.
i wanna be competent real soon.

thou grace' really fierce, but i'm used to her being fierce ever since student time.
so it doesnt really nother me when she scold me.

i'm just depressed when i keep making mistakes.
eg, in my mind, i wanna take medication A, but my hand reach out for medication B !

and now i know, i'm lack of sleep.
zzzz.

ah tang cannot perform when she's tired.
been going out everyday that i had to sacrifice my sleep.

anyways, been going into the OT.
well, it just takes time.
felt more comfortable the next few times i go.

got a chance to scrub today but i've got to go off early.
AIYO wasted.





jia you ah tang :):)

Just tidied up my stuffs.
look thru all my old photos.
so naive and so happy :)

Hahah, not these pics but those neoprints and all.
below are from my 2yrs old hp.



angnes !



that was agnes 20th or 21th bday i think.



i remember they brought mac for me !



Hee, dearies, remember our plot?



funny la.

WO TOU HENG TONG ! :)

Her first time clubbing i think.

my 20th bday !

wah, why am i so tired this few days.

maybe i wanna have fun in my last few days of break.

went for christopher & agnes solemnisation last week.

its at swissotel merchant court, and its by the poolside.

kinda coool but many pple sharing the place. -_-

miss PT ( forget her name ), likman, christopher.

Zhong kai & meifang

Saying "YES I DO" :):)

Went to liang court for coffee after that.

sometimes, listening to the doctors complaining abt nurses makes me feel that some nurses are really stupid.

but i'm not :)

Met up with elsusa & ong li dan to mena agency on thurs.

then for "coffee" at some chinese restaraunt. Hhaha.

Went to tiong bahru to collect uniform with elsusa on fri.

then to orchard for shopping of my office wear.

and i found BYSI ! love it :)

left to meet baby see after that.

went to buy his camera and test out :)

nikon D700 :)

and his old nikon belongs to me now :)

woohoo :)

CIAOS !!

yawns.
i'm bored.

anyways, got a job at orthopedics associates.
but pay was not as good as i thought.
but nvm, i kinda like tt clinic plus grace is working there too.
get to scrub for cases too, why not?

most imptly, baby see supports me !
thanks alot baby see ! :)

had a big quarrel over this job thingy.
thanks his parents for helping me talk to him regarding this.

i'm happy now :)

i think i'm very weird.
i get really angry easily.
i get really happy easily.

weird.

anyways friends, keep yourself free on 4th july.
KIV bbq under my block :)

ah tang' happy now !
thanks to grace ( huiling ) :):)

going to her clinic for interview on monday.
its a orthopedics clinic where i can get to make rounds with the doctors and scrub case !


hmmm, abit scared but i have to move on !
stop staying in my own comfort zone !

seriously thanks huiling alot.
she called me up and arrange the interview and all for me.

hopefully i will fare well on the interview day.



just came back from my patient's funeral.
well, thou she has passed away, but i made a new friend.
will keep in touch with her daughter, gwen.
she's been a really good employer.

to think of it, i really had my fair share of luck when it comes to working luck.

got promotion really fast when i was in ttsh,
got to work with this really nice family not long after i join mena,
got to work for datuk when i was in mount e.
and now, got to know huiling to get this job.


i should be contented :)

very stress ah !!!!!!!!

should i apply for NKF?
starting pay is 1950 before CPF, got shift work and no shift allowance.
but can work near my house & specialised in smth.

should i apply for clinic at mount e?
huiling says her clinic needs staff.
but its orthopedics clinic.
needa find out more from her.

seriously dont wanna work for mena anymore !
i just DONT LIKE working as a private nurse.

this stupid seeqy dont want me to work in nkf or govt hosp.
he thinks that the pay is too little and workload is heavy.
he thinks that going to private is the best.

but i dont like private patients !
why is he forcing me??!!


very very stressed up ,
think i'm living my life for other pple.
sigh.
and he doesnt seems to understand.

all but bullshit